Merry Christmas!
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I haven't been active. I'm sorry. Its really hard to run a blog when nobody reads it and people tell you to never to give up but its hard. I guess I'm a girl who cant find her place in the world , you know how hard that is? Really hard , and then everyone expects you to be perfect and a role model and you cant do anything wrong and when you do something 'wrong' they say their disappointed in you. That hurts. I really want to give up but I cant, it feels as i'm not allowed because my friends and family would be sad , but secretly , I have a feeling that if I just vanished they wouldn't care - I'm the friend everyone secretly hates and is just being nice too so I would leave them alone. Does anyone else ever feel like this? In am just another number , stack me up , I'll crumble and drift along . I am just another nothing...
It's like i'm screaming and nobody can hear me...
Why fear the dark? Monsters are always shown in light.
Do not take me for granted again.
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